Lessons from the Saddle

I’m back from my itch-induced hiatus. Still itchy, less bumpy. My doctor took a skin sample to biopsy and some blood samples to test for immune disorders, and in the meantime I’m on a steady diet of antihistamines and cortisone cream.

Basically, I’m like a stoner, minus the drugs. Well, illegal drugs.

If I start rocking dreadlocks and playing hacky sack it is your job, as people who read about my daily life, to come and rescue me from 1995. Interventions are a part of life. I’ll be mad at you at the time, but I’ll love you for it later.

In between naps I’ve done a wee bit of exercise.


Sorry for the picture quality. As it turns out, it’s really hard to take pictures while riding a bike…even a stationary one.

Last Thursday, right after my biopsy and against doctors’ orders, I went to a two-hour spin class hosted by Spinning ® Master Instructor Josh Taylor. The class was a part of the ECA conference being held in New York, and counted toward my recertification. Since I’d signed up for the class months in advance and knew I wouldn’t get my fee back, I took my chances with getting scar-in-the-making a bit sweaty, and I’m glad I did.

 

First of all, it’s really kind of cool to be in a class filled with 100 spin instructors. Talk about class participation and enthusiasm. There was a great energy in the room.

The class was video-based, meaning Josh guided us through a ride based around a story. This particular story was about Secretariat. Yeah, the race horse. I thought it might be super corny to pretend I was a horse for two hours, but I was an acting major so I’m used to animal-based public humiliation.

Turns out the ride wasn’t that corny, it was based on preparation, failure, experience, and going all out. You know, things that are a part of life—and a lot of the time, a part of instructing.

The video definitely kept the group engaged for two-hours—which is no small feat. Another thing I really appreciated about this class was the reminder that Spinning ® isn’t always about going all out. You can’t go at 100% all the time (a life lesson I’m only recently starting to accept). We spent a good 50% of the class going at a moderate recovery pace, maybe 40% doing hills and strength training measures, and only 10% going all out.

Now, I know this won’t really translate well to most gym-based spin classes. Most people don’t have the time to take 120 minutes out of their life a few times a week to do a gradual spin class. Gyms want their customers to feel like they’re getting their money’s worth from their membership, and since most of us measure that worth in sweat stains, high intensity interval based 45-minute classes are the norm. At the end, without fail, you will have a room full of sweaty exhausted people.

But feeling exhausted isn’t usually a feeling that keeps me coming back for more of something.

If I took anything from this experience it is that going all out usually wins the race, but not every day is race day. The rest of the time exercise is about training smart, not necessarily training hard. That’s a good reminder for the all-or-nothing voice inside my head.

Breakfast


Multi grain pancake with soygurt and sugar free syrup

Lunch


The Fella and I had company this weekend and I made a variety of Indian inspired dishes. We’ll be eating the leftovers for the next six or seven years.
Brown rice with Aloo Gobi, Lentils and Peas, and a side of spiced yogurt.

Dinner



I’m trying to cut down on my night time carbs, so we’ll be eating a lot of omelets and frittatas in the foreseeable future.
Tonight’s dinner was made with half whole eggs and half egg whites, tomatoes, carrot, spinach, and onion. I topped it off with a healthy dose of nutritional yeast for a cheesy flavor.

Exercise: 4-mile run focusing on hills.

Kim

NSFW, Well not really, but he’s kinda naked

Some days you make out with dudes, some days you make out with dummies.

Today was one of the latter kind.

This is my newest beaux:

He’s kind of hot—Check out those pecs! And not particularly mobile, which means he can’t run away. I have a feeling this is going to be a successful relationship.

Fine, we weren’t dating, we were practicing. I had to get recertified in CPR in order to teach spin again. Now that I can successfully suck face with this stud muffin (and possibly resuscitate an unresponsive human being) all of my excuses for not making the rounds at local gyms are officially null. It’s time to whip that resume into shape. Does writing about spinning count as experience?

Seriously, if you’ve never taken a first-aid/CPR course, I highly recommend it. I hope no one ever needs to use those skills, but they’re really important to learn. You could save someone’s life, and that would make you a hero. Then someone could make a movie of your life. You’re totally amazing. You’re like Will Smith, if will Smith saved people’s lives in real life. All because you macked it with half a plastic man!

I had to pay for the course I took through the American Red Cross, but a lot of local community centers, ambulance/fire companies, YMCAs, and schools offer the same training for free.

Do you have first aid training? Have you ever had to use it?

Breakfast


Honey Nut O’s with a side of honeydew melon

Lunch


Smoothie with kefir, spinach, banana, pineapple, mango

Dinner


Turkey burger with lite cheese and tomato on Ezekiel bun
Steamed aspragus

Kim

Confessions of a Sneakeraholic


You know what the best part of getting certified to instruct spin again was?

Tax-deductible cycling shoes!

I have had cycling shoes on my secret fitness wish list forever. For years, whenever my family members would inquire about what I wanted for my birthday my mom would tell them ‘She really wants cycling shoes’ to which she often got the response ‘that’s not a gift!’

Since I go through a few pairs of running shoes a year, and those can get pricy, I couldn’t justify indulging in another set of expensive fitness related shoes. As it is I have a serious problem when it comes to practical footwear: I have a ton of high heels that I used when I was uniformed in pencil skirts and pumps in my office life, and I have a bunch of sneakers…if an occasion requires any other type of shoe I’m usually at a loss. And really, I’m not a big fan of wearing heels on a daily basis. Basically, what I need to do is buy normal shoes, not more sneakers. BUT, when I recertified I automatically qualified for a discount on Spinning gear, and when I passed my certification exam they gave me another discount. The double discount, coupled with the fact that I can write these suckers off on my taxes made the indulgence completely justifiable in my brain. (This took hours of rationality manipulation, I would appreciate it if no one poked holes in my carefully crafted self-enabling mechanism. J)

My pretty new shoes arrived yesterday. Usually I have a Mon/Wed/Fri spinning rotation but I’m going to try and find a class tonight to go to so I can test these suckers out.

Did anyone go running yesterday for National Running Day? I hit the park up for a short run mid-afternoon. I only got in about 1.5 miles before I decided to walk it out—it was really hot and I was definitely not properly hydrated. Later on I hit the gym up for some elliptical time and strength training.

Breakfast


Mini whole wheat bagel with lite cream cheese
Watermelon
Pineapple

Snack


Mango and lite Cheddar cheese
Can you tell how much I love summer fruit?

Snack


Trail mix (I <3 Trader Joe’s individual trail mix packets)

Lunch


This was a super tasty concoction of leftovers. Whole wheat tortilla with chicken strips, brown rice, refried beans and hot sauce.
Who needs Taco Bell?

Dinner


Some people are far more talented than I am.


I stopped by a local speak easy style restaurant/bar. There are only two things on the menu that come with fries, and their fries are AMAZING. It was either muscles or a burger, I figured of the two the mussels would probably be the most healthy. It may not be ‘clean’ eating, but I was aiming for balance.

 

 

Kim

Musical Interlude

Dirty little secret: I have terrible taste in music.

It’s true. I admit it, and I’m more than a little self-conscious about this fact. I listen to current music, and like it, but never really pay attention to artists or the names of songs, which means the only music I have access to on a regular basis is the stuff I was listening to when I was in high school (Oh, Goo Goo Dolls, how far you’ve fallen).

Deep down, I’m pretty sure my fear of music retaliation is the reason I didn’t pursue teaching spin more actively. The few times I did sub classes before I gave up, I spent more money buying “cool music” from iTunes than I was paid to teach, and still proceeded to spend my whole teaching time wondering if the class was secretly judging my musical stylings. You see, the music is the whole reason I go to spin class. Sure it’s great aerobic exercise and does wonders for the height of one’s gluteus maximus, but really I just like being in a dark room with super loud music.

Now that I’m about to embark on recertification (in a month!) I’ve got to overcome my fears of musical mutiny (so, no Stevie Nicks, I guess) and learn a little bit about what the cool kids are listening to these days. Have I ever mentioned that one of the sites I blog for professionally is a radio station? Never trust an expert you can’t see.

I’ve been trying to broaden my musical horizons. Usually this means going to iTunes and blindly buying stuff that’s popular, but there’s also Pandora…unfortunately my channel du jour is the Bobby McFerrin/Don’t Worry Be Happy Channel, and it’s not exactly rocking a hard beat.

In the land of irrational self-esteem issues, I’m less self-conscious about getting up in front of a group of people wearing spandex and having them stare at me for an hour than I am of exposing the inner workings of my iTunes.

If you couldn’t tell, I went to a spin class today. The music: mostly rap, not pop rap, real rap, the kind of rap that makes me feel old and uncool because I’m not sure I can think quickly enough to understand the lyrics. It’s official, I’m still in my 20s, but I’m kind of an old fogey. I need a music makeover stat.

Now, what did I do with that Matchbox20 CD…

This is where it’s really cool if you tell me what bands you rock out to so I can plug them into Pandora and learn things :)

 

Breakfast


Oatmeal with lite sour cream and scrambled egg whites

Lunch


Salad: lettuce, carrot, cucumber, apple, turkey, sunflower seeds, goat cheese, oil & vinegar

Snack


Trail mix

Dinner


Roasted vegetables and chickpeas over red quinoa

Kim

Winning, Like Charlie Sheen but Saner

I guess I’ve left you all waiting long enough to find out who won the Supreme 90 Day Giveaway. It was great reading all about your favorite exercise videos. It looks like I’m seriously neglecting my DVD collection by not owning Jillian Michaels’ 30-Day Shred.

I collected all of your comments, Facebook names/comments, Tweets and follows in a spread sheet in the order in which I got them, then used random.org to choose a winner.

And the winner is… [Read more...]

Kim

Special Delivery


My certification manual arrived in the mail yesterday!

Kim

March Resolutions

This wall outside of a local shop pretty much sums up my life goals.

I think last month’s resolutions to focus on personal happiness worked wonders for the ole outlookeroo.  I feel a lot more hopeful coming into March than I did at February .  Maybe it was all the yoga, socializing, time off, and makeup that did it.  Or perhaps it’s just the fact that March brings with it the hope of spring and the idea of warmth, and snow free sidewalks makes me really friggin excited.

It’s probably a little of both.

Truth be told, I totally dug my resolutions for last month.  Usually my resolutions are all about self-improvement, but last month’s were just about being myself and I’m going to try and merge those two ideas in March.

I am in a wee bit of a transitional phase right now.  Since just about the beginning of my life I’ve known with absolute certainty what it is I wanted to do: perform.  My childhood was spent in acting lessons, dance lessons, voice lessons; I majored in theater, worked on screen in LA, worked on stage in New York; landed myself at one of the most coveted theatrical agencies, and even found a project I loved right here on the internet.  It may sound strange, but I reached a point where I felt satiated.  I have always been fairly lucky in finding regular work as an actor, but in the last year or so I’ve felt like I did what I wanted to do.  I have never felt any particular urge to seek fortune and fame; I just wanted to work on projects that made me happy, and I have.  I feel successful in that and also like it’s time for a new chapter in my life.  What was once my lifelong passion is really more of a hobby for me now.  I still perform and get joy from it, but it’s all much less urgent; it’s kind of freeing actually.

The thing is, without that overarching life goal I’ve felt a bit like I’m fish out of water, just flopping around hoping to land where I belong.  It’s time for me to reevaluate what really matters to me.

I love blogging, and have even found a modicum of success in finding freelance blogging projects.  Perhaps that’s where I’ll focus my professional energy next.  I’ve been working on a couple book proposals for a while now, and have had some positive feedback and interest from an agent—but I’m not sure that it’s the book I really want to write.  Maybe I should focus really deciding what it is I do want to write a book about.

I love food and fitness, maybe it’s time to recertify as a spin instructor, or look into nutrition classes.

There’s a lot of things floating around my head, but no real direction on how to make these things come together in one grandiose master plan for internet world domination, so this month is about being true to myself, and focusing on uncovering my next path.

Self discovery shouldn’t take more than 31 days, right?

March 2011 Resolutions:

  1. Create a vision board.  It’s time to break out the glue sticks, old magazines, and poster board—I little visualization can go a long way in inspiration.
  2. Focus on what is right.  Personally, I think we all spend way too much time focusing on what is wrong with our lives, and what we want to fix.  This coming from a girl who makes resolutions every month, obviously I’m a fixer.  But, I think that maybe that’s not always the best way to go, because frankly it’s depressing.  There will always be things that are wrong, but there will always be things that are RIGHT, too, and maybe those are the things we should be focusing more attention on.  This month I’m going to make a list of ten things in my life that already make me happy, and maybe start looking at how to expand those into opportunities for growth.
  3. Forget the world, Gandhi, I say “Be the change you want to see in YOURSELF.”  Perhaps it’s all those years of acting classes, but I am a very big fan of pretending.  I consider it training for my brain, and if I train my brain to feel the way I want to about myself, and about my goals, eventually they become second nature.  So for moments each day this month I’m going to pretend I’m already in my dream job and living the life I’ve always wanted…something tells me in those moments of make believe perhaps some ideas on how to move forward will solidify.
  4. Start running outside again.  Okay, not career related, but the weather should be warming up this month, and while my lungs and weather related asthma may not be totally ready for 5K jogs around the park for a few more degrees; I can do some walk-run-walks to ease back in before the mercury really raises—inhaler in hand, of course.
  5. Do my taxes.  Also not self-discovery focused, but a girl’s got to do what a girl’s got to do.

What are you resolving in March?

 

Kim

Am I a quitter?

I have a confession: I’m getting a wee bit bored with P90X.  It’s the monotony that’s getting to me.  The workouts vary, so it’s not that, I think it’s the monotony of the genre that’s doing me in.  I love exercise videos, but I also love classes, and the gym, and the great outdoors, and as much as I try to incorporate all of those into my weekly fitness schedule, I just don’t always have the time to commit three-hours a day to workout  (which is generally what happens when I try to double up on P90X and real life interests). Spending six days a week working out at home is getting kind of old.  I miss people!

I’m a little torn over what to do, I hate giving up on a project, but I can see my interest waning.  I’m thinking that I might split up the weeks, do the workouts in P90X that I find most valuable, and sub out the ones I’m not into for things that I prefer in the same genre.

Does this make me a quitter?

I really love the strength training DVDs; the yoga and aerobics ones really aren’t my cup of tea.  Since the weeks are split up between 3-days strength, and 3-days cardio, I figure I can go halvsies on my P90X workouts, and actual things I like, like running, spinning, real yoga  for my cardio days.

I’m a quitter, aren’t I?

I don’t know why I’m so self-conscious about this.  I’m pretty sure last time I checked I hadn’t given up my powers of self-will to Tony Horton. I feel bad that I made a commitment to myself, but I see myself quickly falling off the bandwagon.  I’m half way through the program and more and more I have to force myself to press play.  Better to do the best I can than do nothing at all, right?

Breakfast

Vanilla Greek yogurt with granola
2 Kiwi Fruit
1/2 cup grape juice

Grande soy latte

Salad with arugula, low fat feta, kalamata olives, grilled chicken, , banana peppers, cucumber, and lemon vinaigrette

Carrots & hummus

Snack

Tangerine

Dinner

Veggie burger with cheddar, hamburger bun
Brocolli, tomato

Lunch Time Grocery Shop

I use my lunch break for good instead of evil

Kim

The Eve of Big Things

Happy Saturday.  Hopefully by this time tomorrow I will have completed the 4-mile race I’m signed up for and still be alive, luckily if things don’t go well I’ll have a while to recuperate–I’m on vacation from work until April 7th!

I’m going to warm up my muscles today by hitting up a spin class, then warm up my brain and belly by hitting up a cafe for a little latte action and writing .  All in all a perfect Saturday in my little world.

I had a lovely Friday.  After saying goodbye to my cubicle I met up with my friend Sarah for a magical day of hot cocoa (with homemade marshmallows which are one of my most favoritist things in life) and manicures.  After a successful girly afternoon we met up with her hubby and some of their awesome friends for great convo, great nibbles, and frothy beverages.  All in all, a perfect way to start my weekend.

Breakfast

Omelet with 2 whole eggs, 1 egg white, cheddar cheese, salsa and 1/2 an avocado
Whole grain bread

Lunch

Magical Mexican Hot Cocoa: made with skim milk and two cinnamon crusted marshmallows!

Dinner

The first beer of the evening

Second beer of the evening

Veggie burger topped with spinach and goat cheese
Fries

This morning I got up and decided to prep for next week’s adventures in P90X by building my brand new pull-up bar.  When I was a kid I used to practice pull-ups with my dad on the tree in front of our house.  I was always embarrassed during those gym class physical fitness tests at the beginning of the year when they would line up everyone and make them do chin-ups and I couldn’t do one.  Toward the end of summer, every year before school,  I would make my dad come out and hold my legs to help me with my pull up mission.  That man was very patient with me, and let’s just say I never really proved myself to the gym teacher.  Hopefully 90 days from now I’ll finally overcome that childhood embarrassment.

Way easier on the hands than tree bark.

Kim

An adventure in grocery shopping, part I

Today I bought:

  • 20 Hamburgers
  • 12 Turkey Burgers
  • 4 Veggie Burgers
  • 24 Hot Dogs
  • A Bajillion Buns
  • 5 Bottles of Soda
  • 4 Bags of Chips
  • 1 Metric ton of coleslaw, macaroni salad and potato salad.

Needless to say, I had a big dinner. [Read more...]