I’m in LA!  The place that self esteem goes to die!

Okay, that’s not fair, there are people with self esteem living in Los Angeles, I just have very strong memories of being 20 years old living in North Hollywood, never eating, losing tons of weight and people asking me if I was pregnant.  Okay, so maybe this is the place where my self esteem goes to die.

So far it’s pretty well intact actually.  Of course I’m no longer trying to decide if I could ever live here, make it in the film industry (at least not in the one based in LA), and trying to figure out who the heck I am.  It’s amazing what maturity does for ones outlook.  Also, so far no one’s passive aggressively made comments about my body…yet.  So, yeah, I’m good.

The weather is nice, as it always is in Southern California.  It really is unfair that Southern California gets to be so awesometastic all the time.  I feel like they should share, it’s the nice thing to do.

LA is also the place where my cell phone goes to spaz out.  I tried to take pictures of my lunch yesterday on my phone yesterday, but when I try to email them to myself, they get angry and won’t go.  So no pictures for you. Here’s what I do have for you though:

Breakfast Monday @ 4am


Cold Chicken Breast (it was left over from the night before)

On the plane

My friend and I stopped at the Cheesecake Facory (did I ever mention I worked at the Cheesecake Factory in both Boston and Los Angeles) and split a plate of Fish Tacos.  There was still a third of the plate left over.  Those portions are huge!  Then we split a piece of banan cream cheesecake.  mmmm.

I’ll load the pictures of this meal when I get home.



Grilled chicken sandwich with BBQ sauce and Cheddar Cheese and Bacon
Fries (I ate about a 1/3rd of the fries)

I’m just as baffled as I was when I lived here at how people stay so thin and fit here.  LA is the fast food capital of the world!  There are so many fast food joints around, it’s unbelievable to me!