Do you ever feel like the more you have to do, the less capable you are of doing it? It’s kind of like when someone asks you what you’re thinking (I hate that) and all of a sudden you’re not thinking anything, then you tell them nothing and they don’t believe you and automatically think you’re thinking something mean about them. Yeah, that’s how I feel about work today. My schedule is full, besides getting all the work done that I need to, I have lunch plans with a friend, need to do an exercise DVD and write a review, and have plans with a friend tonight (for what, I’m not sure, but she made me promise I’d reserve tonight for her). Tomorrow is the same, my mother is coming into the city so my aunt and I can take her out for her birthday, then I have a nutritionist meeting and then I have to go out to Long Island. Honestly, going home to visit my family is becoming more stressful than anything else these days, but I have a hard time saying no when people ask me to do things and be places…obviously.
There’s that scene in The Devil Wears Prada where the art director guy tells Anne Hathaway that the moment your career comes together your social life falls apart. I’m trying very hard to keep both going on an even keel, but it feels impossible. So, having said all that, I’m totally overwhelmed right now.
Here’s my breakfast:
2 eggs and 2 slices of whole grain toast
Half a grapefruit